fifty-nine

grasping for air..
i need space..
its suffocating..
am i the only one feeling it?
exams, assignments keeps on coming..
idk why will you take me as a competitor..
dont compare me with you son..
never ever do that to me..
i feel so lonely at sometime..
wish you could be here..
am i being emo..
dont put too high hopes on me..
i worry i might let you down..
am stil wondering is this the right path i have taken..
feels that i have taken the wrong path..
should i turn back or should i move forward..
guide me to the right path..
i feel that my life totally fucked-up..

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