dots.dots.and.dots

been wondering will i be able to make it.
thinking about the past and this matter a lot...
cross my mind like just like a movie that is kept playing in my head without any sound.
the motion of it is wonderful yet it did had some sad memories here and there..
it's deeply treasured but since this had happened and it seems all the blame were to thrown to me..yet..
what can i do? if this is what you've wanted, then i won't bother and i won't even care anymore.
it kind of hurts me deeply.
basically now, i won't care anymore..
 i don't know why but it actually makes me cry my heart aches a lot..
well,
all i can say is
goodbye and wipe away the sadness.


blame it to the song that am currently listening to for making me emo and posting this post.